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I don't know if this hapens to most of the people my age (15) but this is getting on my nerves. I dont want to whine about my life, but I'm feeling so damn down all the time. I personaly see school and my current project as some of the things that cause this, but still ughhh.. I feel Like jumping off a bridge all the god damn time. Does someone else have the same problem? Or am I the only idiot again..

There are two difrent realitys in me, the is good and evil. Don't mess with me when Im in the evil phase please don't. I won't hit of hurt you but I will keep it inside and die slowly.. The same when Im in the good phase but Im just more friendly and loveful. When you see me in the dark zone, you can try to cheer me up but it wont help, I think because no one has ever cheered me up when Im in "The Zone". I can draw pictuers and try to cheer my self myself up but I personally can't help myself at that point anymore. I can thank you if you took the time to read this but ya still thanks :)